confluence

end of confluence...
so loud music all around.
juniors all dancing around, cheering,teasing....
very happy mood indeed...
but almost all final years are just standing or sitting idly, watching them...
a small smile on every faces, but that doesn't disguise what's inside...
I, as a last year student, felt my heart fill with void...
i couldn't juz stand there watching, some of us left for the gallery...


we sit on d bench near the gallery...
looking @ the empty gallery..
nobody is uttering a single word, but one single thought through everyone's mind..
i am going to miss this place, or already missing it...
watching those juniors, mind is filled not with happiness or joy.. but with something i can't name..
is it grief? or envy? or everything altogether... dunno...


all those times we were sitting here in this gallery...
doing assignments, slipping down when we see a teacher coming, cheering for our cricket team even when all out, turning heads together when a girl comes and laughing loud just beacuse she might luk...


all those times walking through the college, treats in milma, mix  and deck from your choice, midnight prjct works and visits to double X for puttu and kadala... all those memories flowing to everyone's minds @ d same moment...
one more year, everything will just be colourless memories...


no wonder they say time is constant and it's the mind that travels... 3years went just too fast for me and this college was too good to me... i don't know if i am dreaming for a time machine...


bsb sang "The things we did, the things we said, Keep comin' back to me and make me smile again"
but now they are making me close to tears...


acceptance is inevitable.. accepting the ultimate truth that the best part of my life is nearing an end...
but then again life must go on... looking out for a great last year @ this god given campus...


leave nothing but footprints,take nothing but memories..
so many memories with us.. but have we left any footprints for others? 
fellow GECians thanx for everything u have given me so far, thanx always...
adios....

start

i never thought there would come a day when i start blogging...  may be reading this might make you think this shouldn't have come.. ;) but it's my Blog.. :P
so,first question.. WHY..
two people inspired me... asha and ben...
asha was the first one who asked me to read her blog and make some suggestions(not as intellingent as you..:D)
but she was too good for me. i developed a misconception that we need good language to write blog.. then came Ben..it made all the difference.. ;) his blog was only the second i have read, but i don't think i will again see one like that.. :) simple language, reflections from mind unfiltered(nothing like dis), and in malayalam- koothara.. :) but it's where all began...
now i will try to start, knowing not, when it will all be over, for nothing is sure ...
adios